Five Days Post Op

I am now 5 days post op. I am doing well. I haven’t been too hungry-if I feel a pang I just drink some broth and I am ok. Today is my first day alone since surgery. Hubby is at work, son at school. I am still in my nightie as I am not driving yet. I awoke feeling nauseous today. That is a first. The thought of ingesting anything grosses me out. I had some tea and am working on water right now.

I haven’t been able to get into dancing since I broke up with xBFF-it was always a part of our goddess practice. My mom had this cool machine called a Zizzle Zoundz machine.  It is the white ameoba shaped thing with lights on it. You place these shapes on the lights and can make endless varieties of music. It is really cool. I want one. I enjoyed dancing for the first time in a long while-incisions and all.

So today I am feeling lost. Without anchor. Without appetite. I feel a little like I did after I had my son. After being pregnant for 9+ months and then finally giving birth, I was quite surprised to still look pregnant. Well-I had fat surgery and am surprised to still look fat. Before and after pix are great but they are not a day to day record. I just keep reminding myself of that.

So today I pray for healing and rest. Please Goddess let me sleep in a bed tonight-no more nights on the lazy-goddess chair. Productivity. Purpose. Joy? Yes – please Goddess bring me some joy today.

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  1. You, my dear goddess, are an incredible woman – never, ever forget that. I felt the urge to pul a Soul Coaching card for you (I hope you don’t mind). This is its message for you:

    OPENING

    Card Meaning: Be open to receive the gifts of the universe. There’s nothing to fear, so allow your vulnerability to shine. Fling your arms to the heavens and exclaim, “I’m ready!” Stretch, expand, and venture forth: Doors of opportunity are opening for you!

    Your Soul wants you to know: In nature, periods of contraction (winter) are followed by periods of expansion (summer). although there are times in life to retreat, be guarded and go within, there are also occasions when it’s essential to be absolutely fearless in your openness and vulnerability – such as the present. Even if you’re afraid, it’s now appropriate to come out and open your eyes to new experiences, people, places, and things. Forge new directions and initiate new projects. Even if you’ve cloed your heart because of the pain of past wounds, this is the time to open youself wide and full.

    Affirmation: I am open to receiving the gifts of the universe!

    I hope that means something for you, don’t hesitate to visit me at Rainbow Dreams http://virtualcircle.blogspot.com

  2. Thank you Mich!
    I love readings!
    I will visit your blog!
    Blessings, Celeste (www.goddesstalk.net)

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