I wanna be famous

What to say when I feel depressed? When I feel like I just don’t wanna? I wanna write but don’t wanna work. I wanna live but don’t wanna deal. I wanna be happy with my life but sometimes just don’t wanna too.

I wanna be grateful.  I am.

I wanna be thin already. I wanna get out of this prison of my own making. I wanna feel good about myself. I know, theoretically this is not dependent on actually changing in any way. After all, Goddess, hubby, son, friends all love me just the way I am. Why can’t I?

I wanna be famous. I wanna travel. I wanna be peaceful and tranquil and passionate and perfect. This will never happen but hope springs eternal.

Blech.

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